This was a very personal series. It was inspired by an experience with a baby hummingbird in our yard. My partner and I were trimming a tree outside the bedroom window, and a tiny hummingbird nest fell on the ground. Next to it lay a tiny baby! We were mortified. I scooped him up and put him back into the nest in the tree. We went back inside and watched from the window, hoping its mother would return…
Thankfully, its mom came back and started feeding it. I watched out the window fas the baby grew feathers and got stronger. But two weeks later, a predator killed him. I was so heartbroken. I couldn’t believe how hard I cried. That tiny loss pulled the thread of all the other losses in my life. So I started painting little 6″ x 6″ portraits of hummingbirds. I painted until the griefs settled back into their proper places in my heart. Then just as suddenly, I was done with the series. Two paintings remain unfinished. Once the inspiration leaves, it’s gone.